I give up. Maybe I should’ve never seemed the easy route. The goal is not beyond my ability but I simply do not want to suffer any further. My priorities have changed from last year. I will definitely regret this but I am doing it for my own current satisfaction. Haha… Let me make this mistake for once. I need to taste the bitter medicine before reestablishing myself once again. You only live once right? I am going to make this mistake and live with it for the rest of my life. So be it. A lost child shall not return until she finds her path. My path was discontinued and I don’t see the light. I really wish I could return to sophomore year. Everything was fine back then. I am going to lose so much now. Goodbye the world as I know it. Escape is my best option so I will take it.
No that is not me O: I am sorry about that anon. Although I’ve seen similar fans in chinese markets!